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What a novel idea

Those that follow my social media pages will know that I have decided to write a novel.
This is a first step in my year of DOING things instead of just TALKING about them. Strangely I am finding this more terrifying than step two which is skydiving (coming to a blog near you in June).
Why a novel? I hear you ask, well this has been a little burning ambition of mine since school. English was my favourite class and Mr Clay, my English teacher, was my inspiration teacher (you know, that one teacher that you always remember fondly and really got into your head and affected you). I remember reading Shakespeare and Thomas Hardy - far from the madding crowd holds a special place in my heart - and just getting it. I disappeared into these books and just thought it was amazing how they could transport you into another world and how you end up having real feelings for these fictional characters.

When I left school I had ideals of becoming a journalist and use my love of writing, I even volunteered a youth column in our local newsletter, but life got in the way and things didn't work out how I wanted. It is blogging that has reignited my passion for writing. This paired with the need for a hobby brought about the idea for a novel.
It will be a thriller and is very loosely based on real events that have touched my life. I say loosely as the events will be placed into different context with different characters. These characters will have aspects of people I know too as I was always told 'you should write what you know'.
My husband keeps asking if I have started yet but I don't think a lot of people understand what goes into the preparations. I have outlined a storyline but soon realised it needs a lot of tweaking to make it work. I am researching the subject matter at the moment and will move onto the character development next. Although it is based on events that have happened to me I need to have a full and clear understanding of the opposing side and really get into the heads of the varying characters and work out what motivates and drives them. Without this they will be unbelievable and this is a big problem with some of the books I have read recently which seem to have skipped this process and the result is that you feel nothing for these faceless characters and therefore have no buy-in to the story.

Anyway, I have begun and even it if takes me three years I will complete it. In the meantime this picture just about sums up my thoughts:

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